On the Death of a White Moth

Death is just a pretty way to say murder,

Because I killed it

without much thought.

On the window screen,

wings wrapped and resting,

pure white and harmless.

Birdsong sunlight and nature on the other side,

what I had come for.

I’ve killed plenty in my life.

Smack wipe and move on.

Does that make me a murderer in their world? Or a God?

White, folded, sleeping.

It wasn’t the stuff of quick work, had to smack it a few times, carapace cracking and golden innards on the screen, wet work afterwards.

Less easy to kill a harmless beauty, less easy to forget that cracking shell.

Is there a God holding the memory, however faint, of my breaking shell?